We have our father who art in heaven, who is waiting for you to repent from your sin and accept you to His family because He is a merciful God. He says let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to the Lord, and He will have mercy on Him and to our God, for He will abundantly forgiven, Isaiah55:7. Are you swimming in sin? Is the sin that you committed that is hidden from man trouble you? or you are serving idols? You cannot strive with your maker, Isaiah45:9. Jesus Christ says, “Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick” Matt9:12. That is the reason Jesus die for you, come back to your creator, He is waiting at the door of your heart for you to open the door for Him. Rev3:20. Confess your sin to Him and forsake it, God says “Except those who repent and do righteous deeds and openly declare the truth, these, I will accept their repentance. And I am the one who accepts repentance, the Most Merciful” Quran2:160 and also in Quran4:110 that says “And whoever does evil or wrongs himself but afterwards seek Allah’s forgiveness, he will find Allah Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful” God bless you in the name of Allah.